Life is always "mo loi"

我認識有些人，我真的覺得他們作狀到不得了。好受不住。但偏偏就有互相認識的人，會認為他們是很好很真誠的人。我常被這種事困惑著；把頭想爆了也想不出一點頭緒來。

然後剛剛我忽然頭頂有了亮光：其實，我成日覺得自己(懶)是真誠的，但很可能在別人的眼裡，我也只不過是個虛假小人。

Thought for the day

Thought for the Day: "Take rest; a field that has rested gives a bountiful crop." ~Ovid

He loves me

You said that I wasn't good, so I just believed you. And you said that I wasn't special, so I lived that way, with critical gazes and brutal amazement, at how my reflection could be so imperfect. With all of my blemishes, how could somebody want me?

But he loves silly. He doesn't see the way I see. He takes silly and turns it into something that is wonderful, apparently I'm good cause you love me.

I tried to clean up the outside, all shiny and new. Worked overtime to thin up and look right but inside. I knew that deep in the bottom were secrets, I thought I could try to ignore. Old ghosts in my corridors never get tired of haunting the past that's in me.

Help me believe why you love me, when I know you see everything.

Yes, God loves silly, he doesn't see the way I see.

Thought for the day

Thought for the Day: "I am too blessed to be stressed!" ~Anonymous

謊 言

~李蕊詩 摘自《貞萃》

是你告訴我
明月靜夜尋找我
但在星光點綴的深夜裡
你離開了我

是你告訴我
千言萬語你愛我
但在自私糊塗的世界裡
你丟下了我

是你告訴我
天涯海角想著我
但在海蕩樹影的靜夜裡
你忘掉了我

是你告訴我
海枯石爛伴著我
但在天鶴星河的霧雨裡
你棄掉了我

今生緣定是你意
偶遇情緣是我意
忘了你情
不是我！
忘了我意
卻是你！

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三年前，我第一次接觸這詩，
記憶至今，難以忘懷，
只因，動人心弦

Thought for the day

Thought for the Day: "Only through labor is one at home in the world." ~ Berthold Auerbach

Accurate

"Anybody can become angry - that is easy, but to be angry with the right person and to the right degree and at the right time and for the right purpose - that is not within everybody's power and is not easy."
~Aristotle


我經常諗嘅係，我應該做一個點樣嘅人，用咩眼光同態度去對待所有事物。當然哩個係攞苦嚟辛啦，做人嘅野，諗唔諗嘅話都係一個人嚟，而諗得多又未必解決到問題，可能煩嘅野仲多咗。所以我有時諗，哲學究竟係深化問題，抑或相反，將無問題都搞到係一個問題。

如果要跟足上面果句quote去做嘅話，大概未諗到個「啱嘅位」已經怒氣全消，然後覺得不如算把啦。
如果諗多兩野嘅話。「咦唔係喎，唔可以就咁算數，我要表現我嘅不滿話俾話你知道咩係對錯。」咁成件事又更加難，而且少d人生經驗都做唔到。

我話，做人就係不停去揾個「啱嘅位」。我對於依家哩個位仲有好多不滿，惟有繼續揾，我期待揾啱個靚位，對自己感到滿意那一刻。