Closing the memories of all

Would it kill you to realize 
what have you done 
For the sake of a reason 
that no one could find 
Would it hurt to admit that you 
live in a dream 

Could this ever end? 
Could you really kill her? 
Would you fall apart in spite 
See in darkened dreams 
Exterior imagination through your head 
A conversation with the dead 
Just a fantasy 
Like a pure extension 
And there's no one tell you 

I'm a wide flood of fears 
Wipes out all sense of time 
Closing the memories of all 
No longer I shall fear the end 

I want to fight this 
But it just hurts too much 
Your face is in my mirror 
so how can I hide? 
I've had enough of this 
I turn my back to pain 
I want to stay here 
And forever rest in peace 

In this life I feel no more remorse 
I can not live or die 
plase cut me down from your cross 
I am not worthy of your tears