U know, im gonna leave

People say you run around, I don't even care
I could never hold you down, I don't even dare
I just wanna play your game, no matter what the rules
I've met an awful lot of dames, but not quite as bad as you

Let me try to love you, I know I could
One night to hold you just ain't no good

I don't wanna leave you, I don't wanna go
Can't you see I need you? I need you so

I will be your doctor, I'll make you feel alright
I've got something to keep you warm, on a cold and lonely night
Now turn out the light
I will never tie you down, 'cause I know you wanna be free
So free
Say you'll let me come around, say you wanna be with me
Oh, please

I don't wanna leave you, I don't wanna go

But I must leave

U know, im disappointed

Now, my head is spinning
At the back of my mind, I think I'm winning
I was somebody falling for one who was not
Somebody tired of dreaming
Now its already dawning that this time I've got
Someone who won't leave me feeling...

Disappointed, once more

Disillusioned, encore
I could love you, for sure,
So you're not disappointed at all

Listen, as you call my name
Just one syllable said, then spoken once again
From the sound of your voice, the promise you make
You're somebody I can believe in
Someone who won't leave me feeling...


At the back of my head, I believe what you said
Dreaming...

U know, i cant wait forever

Do you know...

I keep on waiting, anticipating
But I can't wait forever
You say you're thinking of me
But we're never together

Bye... bye...
It's your turn to cry
That's why we have to say goodbye
So say goodbye

You had your chances
All your romances
And now I just don't want you
I know I love you because I hate you
And now I'd rather haunt you

You're so great
What makes you feel exciting?
What wakes you up inside?
Does it make you feel good to see me cry?
I think it does
That's why it's time to say goodbye

I don't want to keep the bright flame
Of your ego going
So I'll just stop blowing in the wind
To love you is a sin
Adios

What excites you? What turns you on?
What makes you feel good?

The first time and the last time
You can forget about it
Forget the rules, forget the fools
Forget your fears, forget my tears
You can forget about it baby

bye bye bye bye bye

Because it's the first time and the last time
You'll ever see me cry
You f*cked it up

無言

有很多說話想說出來，

但一張嘴一雙手，

卻只願讓乏味的事情曝光。

不知道是否這段日子，

一直努力收藏各式的心事，

結果它們只落得灰飛煙滅的下場。

On contentment

It is hard to sugar coat the suffering in life.
Not everybody lives, but everybody dies.
Victims of circumstance live in the aftermath.

We have hope in our lives. It keeps us living.

Compassion brings us to peace.
Compassion brings us release.
Compassion keeps us from falling.
Compassion must be our calling.

You! Reach in your heart and seek the truth.
Give to the poor with nothing to lose.

Whatever happened to peace and justice?
Whatever happened to honesty?
There is no time for complaining when you are intent on living free.
Whatever happened to love and kindness?
Whatever happened to charity?
There is still time for forgiveness when you're intent on unity.

Life is largest blessings are beyond reason.
Put yourself aside and bring someone to life

Please

Street Fashion

"I'm wearing a leather jacket by Josefsson, a dress by Odd Molly, a cardigan by In Wear and boots by Vagabond.
I like relaxed clothes and natural colours, especially grey. Lately I've been inspired by biker style, zips and chains.
My favourite store in Helsinki is Beamhill, but I also like to buy second hand."

Thought for the day

Thought for the Day: "Literary Festival 2009 -The Chinese and the British would never be able to agree on terms for trade while they couldn't even agree on terms for each other's existence." ~The Great Wall by Julia Lovell

二月十四不是年三十

情人節，你是否有一種死期到的感覺？特別是男人。

不能否認的是，許多女孩子都頗重視情人節的，早早準備好禮物，打算給男友驚喜，而禮物多是親手所造的，這才夠誠意嘛。

雖然，她連續三年都是送手工巧克力給你，將Valrhona巧克力煮溶再倒模即成。

每年吃著巧克力，你總會想起「多此一舉」這四字。

其實我都是送這些行貨手工心意啦，但不是手工巧克力，是手工豬肉鬆，便宜過Valrhona許多的。

你呢？想到頭髮都白了，逛遍名店找一份合她心意的禮物，心裡暗暗咒罵，名店那些情人節限量版手袋，全屬搶錢之作。

最後，選定了Gucci情人節限量版白底印有紅色心心的手袋，儘管你覺得那設計不算出色。

甚麼時候開始，二月十四變成了年三十，約定俗成要做節的呢？

中國以農立國，農民全年沒多少休息日子，才藉著這些特別日子慶祝一番，好讓家族聚首一堂互通近況。

年三十要吃團年飯，時移世易，只要湊夠人數，年廿幾已經吃過兼消化了。

但情人節呢？如果你的女友在office工作，那天又不是週末，她沒收到花束的話，只怕會成為三姑六婆lunch time話題長達一星期。

你鼓起勇氣問她可否提早做節，改為二月十二送花和燭光晚餐呢？

你不是做節，是替自己做忌。

I hope U will be missing me like I miss U

You helped them to kill me
That's all that I'm willing to say
You no longer thrill me
All you do now is stand in my way

All they say makes me feel just as safe
I've lost everything that i own
All they say makes me feel
awfully blue and alone

I wrote us a poem, you weren't along
But I hope you'll be missing me too
I held onto too long, I did everything wrong
But I hope you'll be missing me like I will miss you

I wouldn't say I've moved on
I wouldn't say I'm close to okay
Or that you no longer feel me
Or no longer stand in my way

I'm not too proud to admit to you now
That I'm still nothing more than a wreck
I do intend not to pretend til the end

I hope you'll be missing me like I miss you
But I know you won't

Wedding

Street Fashion

"My trench coat and scarf are from a thrift store, the wollen socks are made by my mother, the boots are from DinSko and the mittens I've made myself.

I like vintage, old time glamour and girly dresses.
I think Kate Moss is great."

Thought for the day

Thought for the Day: "Literary Festival 2009 -For birds, in dream theory, are symbols for the personality of the dreamer." ~The Bedside Book of Birds by Graeme Gibson

lost in thoughts

All this will subside 
All your troubles self-contained 
in every tear you cry 
By now you know that’s all a lie 
Too simple to be real 
Some things cut too deep 
Some wounds never heal 

Gather up your broken self 
and fix it once again 
Though try I will, I’m human still 
and broken in the end 
I’m not sure who I am 
but I know where I’ve been 
And from where I stood before 
I want something more 

How much can you take 
of the sound it makes 
when your heart breaks? 

I know that you can hear me, 
but don’t think you understand 
I need to leave this place behind 
anyway I can 
I’d sell my soul, but it’s been used 
beaten, battered, broken, bruised 
But take it, if it will make the cost, 
'cause now I’m completely fuckin' lost 

Why are you content with this? 
Think of all the things we miss 
There’s so much more that we should know 
So many places we should go 
Why lay in the gutter to stare at the stars? 
We should be more than what we are 

But I am only human, 
so no matter what I gave 
At the end of the day 
someone still has to save me 
I used to know my limits, 
but that was long before 
I was only human, 
but not anymore

The real "notebook"

Street Fashion

"All my clothes are second hand except the jeans. I don't like really old, granny-like clothes. I like glaring and harsh colours, black, white, fur and knits. I like to mix old and new. New York inspires me now."

Thought for the Day

Thought for the Day: "Never waste a lie when the truth will do." ~Jack Clancy~